I just woke up from a nightmare/dream that I had. This one seem to have a plot and story line along with the dream. I was in a tall building in a foreign place. I'm not sure on why I was there but as I was there I heard a voice. It was a comforting voice that let me know that I was going to die real soon. I immediately balled up into fetal position and just prayed to god I was going to heaven but from the comforting voice that I had just heard I somehow trusted that I was. As I was in fetal position I felt this warm wave approaching closer and closer until the wave engulfed my entire body. I thought that warm wave would eventually become hot, but it never did. It was replaced by a breeze of what felt like actual freedom of self. All my "sins" from this life just vanished and all burdens released. I trusted beyond that breeze and felt an inner strength and felt no sorrow around from anything. It showed me my life before God. A life of anger, pride, gluttony, vanity and sloth. A life filled with little love and mental choice to sway from the concept of it, fueled with anger and rage towards humanity, and disregard of what else inhabited the world that he created. Physical choices in this world that did physical damage to the earth and things that coexisted in it and little concern about anything but SELF! It then showed me my souls intent, which was a different feeling as well filled with much love and compassion for humanity and the world we exist in. A feeling of appreciation and beauty and feelings of love. It told me to not be afraid of what I had done in the past. I now, and for the rest of my life on earth, was reborn because of my repentance of sins and "marriage" to god. My baptism was my wedding day and I was given a clean slate as the wedding present. I was tricked into thinking my life in the past was okay and that it was "human" and not anyone on this earth can help but to feel this trickery and accept it as okay. That feeling came natural after man and woman were initially created but is not the way of God. It reassured me that even after death the angels have that choice as well. That is, in fact, where the root of deceit started. When an angel felt the same way and decided to act upon it. Many angels since then swayed from it, choosing to become human to warn others of this and indeed making the mistake of falling victim to trickery. Most angels were accepted back after their life had ended because of the love and intent they had in warning of these trickeries to human existence. But many angels did not. They were engulfed in trickeries that consumed their existence through becoming human. After their body died, they were left in a world of waiting. Not knowing if it would be eternal. Those souls then wandered the earth in hopes to communicate to people about these things they were manipulated in believing. Those are the angels that failed at warning the people they were assigned to by god, haunting the earth till the day god comes back. Only then will he make the final judgement. Angels being lost in the ways of the devil would be endulge in the sins and become fueled with rage towards humanity. It was, for them, the reason they became victim to it themselves and instead of warning through communication and love in hopes they would return to heaven one day became enraged and used the ability to communicate to humans as a form of revenge for their themselves. They would make a pact to the devil to release them from this possible eternal feeling of nothingness and give them enough energy to come back into this world and spread hatred towards humanity. Humanity was the reason they "had been damned" in the first place. It flashed then upon my pentacle on my neck and then told me a story, not so much in words but in feelings. All my communications in this dreams were never actually words expressed but feelings communicated. It said that the mark I wear on my neck have been a symbolic part of people since the times of Jesus Christ. They chose the cross or they chose the pentacle (inverted or not) and practiced a life of witchery and deceit against the concept of Jesus Christ himself. The energy they drew from was not of nature and not of God, but a form of the devil used through trickery by peoples "right" to choose in this lifetime. The devil depends on the nieve to call upon these angels back from purgatory where he had made his pacts so that they may once again roam this land, possessing humans and doing his bidding. He (it was a very masculine feeling) explained it as "the mark of the ghoul". The angels that were stuck in pergatory that still were of the way of god after life had ended, wandered the part of land that they died and continued for communication with the decendants in hopes that their mission to be human would succeed in the warnings of trickeries and they would indeed go back to heaven where they would have eternal life. I had not feared that I indeed was going to "hell" because I was nieve to the history behind it and had reformed my life and trusted that there was in deed a Jesus Christ and he shed his blood for my mistake way before my existence even occured. It also sent a warning flashing upon my eyes. Witches from all upon this land, neive about the sign and misinformed by evil intent, calling upon another realm of reality to submerge with ours. It caused massive storms, volcanic eruptions, earthquakes, tornadoes, and hurricanes angering God and testing his patience of his plan. God has a plan and the devil has his too. Life will not end through gods vengence towards man. God is a loving god and the vengence is set aside for the devil himself, but another fight is inevitable. The devil will walk in human form. Someone will call upon him and possess their body just like any other angel may do and he will gather his following. When he does, he will make his call to god (only the devil himself knows this call) and the war of spirits will begin. I do not KNOW if any of what I dreamt is truth but I feel in my heart it may be right. I do not know the future or what has yet to come but I do know in this lifetime, I choose god. Its what I am putting more trust and hope in than I would do humanity and existence itself. It is my life path.